All Izz Well

Very recently I heard this song from the most awaited film of the year…

“Jab situation ho out of control, hot ghuma ke bol --- All Izz well”

This was all I could remember from the song…

Conincidently this is year in my life when I faced many situations I felt everything is out of my control… There were moments I crashed badly and there were moments when I wondered over the miracles happening within me… Today at the end of the year when I look back I have all mixed feelings. I do not know which of the situations I should give more weightage to as both kinds of situations led to equivalent effects on me and shaped my thinking ability in one way or the other.

I could see lots of random moments & comments when put together form a direction where I can look towards. It feels as if this randomness was probably planned by someone somewhere for me.

Just a few examples:

• I had always feared about going abroad to settle down each time my parents looked for some prospective NRI grooms for me, this year started with the global recession where markets in west crumbled down badly making my parents rethink their decision of finding a Non Resident Indian for me J
• I so wanted to change the way I have been living for last 2 years when I was given the biggest thrash by a stranger who came in my life for a shortwhile and broke me down to pieces. When I was putting down those broken pieces back I saw some of my biggest strengths which I had forgotten about completely.That’s when I seriously started considering my long lost dreams of working towards my higher education.
• I used to get so bogged down by the small small good/bad things of daily life that I could not see beyond them. That’s when I saw a message somewhere “How does it matter 5 years from now”

The point I am trying to make is whenever I saw I am stuck up in a mind-boggling puzzle I saw a random comment made by a random person giving me ways of solving it. I had seen a movie sometime back where an American replublican is chosen by God to become world’s saviour. This guy had joined government so that he can change the world for a better place. This was the reason GOD chose him. It was amazing to see the various ways he/his family were receiving signals from GOD, about how can he achieve his goal in life.

I do not remember the name of the movie but yes that definitely gave me a signal that one should take cue of every small thing that may go unnoticed because who knows which form you get your answers!!!

I do not say I have stopped crying or stopped getting bogged down in life but yes I have seen a change in me/my surroundings. I can see that these changes are all related… I have failed whenever GOD wanted me to learn a lesson the Hard Way….. I have succeeded when I had almost crumbled down to be not able to get up again if I do not get that support..

I have learnt a lot in this year and somehow I see that people around me also have a similar general feeling about this year…. Well this movie I talked about in the beginning is coming out at the correct timing I feel… When people have gone through so much we see a new way of looking into life.. Look at it as “ All Izz Well “

One more signal J Did you realize??

Is it not amazing???? Just try this with yourself who knows u also start realizing those signals which someone is throwing at you. U might understand some intriguing concepts you have always wanted to know more about..

With that I turn down my pen to start a new weekend, to look for a new signal, to look for a new way to come out of my failure, to learn a new way I cannot succeed, to see a new light in my life

Enjoy!!! After all “All Izz Well”